We Have Entered a New World......

The world of fostering.



I can't believe we are here. So strange to think about.



So far in my life I have had 3 things that are true of me now, that I originally never thought would be so.



1--I NEVER thought I would be a homeschooling mom. Makes me chuckle still, even after 6 years of it.



2--I never thought I would be married to someone in full time ministry. I've always loved everything about church. It has continued to be a major force in my life. But, I didn't ever expect it to be on such a level. For those of you who don't know, my husband worked in the oil industry for 18 years and I was an RN. Now we both have 2 main focuses in our lives: our home (and all that it encompasses) and our church. And I dearly love both!



3--Never in a million years, would I have thought I would be a foster parent. This one surprises me the most.



And it is just so funny to me to look at the road that has brought me here. If you are completely uninterested in this part of my life you should "x out" now. For the rest of you, here's looking back:



During high school and into college, all but one job (out of 3 or4) involved childcare. I was always taking care of other people's children and learned a lot of how to meet the needs of different children. In nursing school I worked with one family providing care for 2 children whose dad didn't live with them and mom worked full time. As a nurse I worked in the well baby nursery and with postpartum moms, often working with foster and adoptive situations. (Even then, never imagined myself as one of those moms involved in such). Also never imagined that God was exposing me to my future.



As a married adult I took care of a friend's newborn, plus my two, so that she could work.

Several years ago Jeff took care of a friend's 3 kids, plus our two, every Sun. night so that we could be with students for Bible Study.

Last year I took in my nephew as an addition to our homeschooling program while he suffered from a medical condition which kept him out of his regular school.

God has used us time and again to provide for children who weren't necessarily "ours". I've never thought much about this aspect of our lives, but now I see it as all pieces of this puzzle unfolding before us.

There are many other ways in which God has set the stage of fostering for us. And I think He will continue to reveal more as time goes by.

I realize that fostering is so much more than babysitting. But God has been teaching us for so long how to love those, who come our way non-traditionally sometimes, as our own. And I can see how he has created Cody and Macie to follow suit. In fact, they are both so much ahead of us in this that they are teaching us a few things.

Yesterday, we as a family, had the incredible opportunity to serve our friends in a very small way. I think the way my kids served them the most was in the way they ministered to their kids.

I have not taught my kids to love others the way they do. I wish I could say differently but then I would miss God's great design. He has put something in them that causes them to love other kids and to have compassion for others. Friends, we may try but you can't teach some things.

I haven't taught Macie to deny herself and to put all her energy into a one year old boy no matter how exhausted she is. Yet, she showed me yesterday that she wanted to serve him no matter what it asked of her. "Macie, can you change his diaper? Macie, can you get that piece of food he dropped? Macie, can you take him into the other room and jump with him on the bed? Macie, do this. Macie, do that. Macie, why is he crying?" And so on and so on. She never complained, never rolled her eyes. This was all while she was trying to eat her own meal. I don't think it's because she is that cooperative. It's because God made her to love other kids selflessly. Why? For such a time as this.

And Cody follows the same pattern. Watch him light up when Sonya catches his eye or Olivia gives him a grin.

I haven't taught Cody to love other cultures and races. He was born to.

They both are true servants and please know I don't say that pridefully. I know I haven't exhibited in my life what I see in theirs.

God was working in them to work on me.

When we started this process, I basically took the stance of "our family won't be able to handle taking in kids like that"; or "can't we just adopt and be done?" But God has been showing me that our family was meant for this.

I'm still scared of this fostering world. I'm still unsure of what's ahead but I know we are doing what we are supposed to be and I can't wait to learn more from my kids as they teach me how to deny myself for the sake of others.

I know it is likely that you have read or heard this passage of scripture before. Please read it again. God is reminding me of it's truth and He is expecting me to serve Him by serving others. He is expecting us all to do so.

"Then the King will say to those on his right, 'Come, you who are blessed by my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world. For I was hungry and you gave me food, I was thirsty and you gave me drink, I was a stranger and you welcomed me, I was naked and you clothed me, I was sick and you visited me, I was in prison and you came to me.' Then the righteous will answer him, saying, 'Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give you drink? And when did we see you a stranger and welcome you , or naked and clothe you? And when did we see you sick or in prison and visit you?' And the King will answer them, 'Truly, I say to you, as you did it to one of the least of these my brothers, you did it to me.'